Summer Librarians

She has a thunder in her heart. Thunderstorm. Not one of those storms where drops fall for few moments and then disappear like someone from above has pulled them and replace with sun like it was mistake. This thunderstorm is made of vicious clouds in gray shade that are hugging the human objects like they want to knock them down. This thunderstorm plays with you for too long and just when you want to close your umbrella...din….you realized you’ve been taken for the fool. 

And there is it today, the new dance of your curtain announcing stubborn emotions determined in creating cracks on the sky that’s surrounds you. 

She wants easy days to come. Easy days. Easy days with tender sunlight that are putting your affairs in order while unflustered breeze is giving balance and comfort to your being. She is aching for summery days filled with friendship with smart females and flirting with not so smart males. Tender summer days where her long flowy skirts will cover the secrets of her passions. Tender summer nights spent in revealing secrets and wisdoms of published works of Didion and Nin. 

She doesn’t want black tears in her 1960s eyes on parking spaces in 4 am. She wants to be liberated from the locks around her wrists and thunders in her heart. She wants to run away from errands of other thunderstorms placed in other hearts. She doesn’t want listen to Blur. 

She is tired. Tired of her foolish conscience. And she is tired of the noise of her heart. 

She looks really cool. But she is a total nerd.

COLLAGE

NERDY LIBRARIAN: TOCCA TOP AT STEVEN ALAN; ATTIC AND BARN SKIRT AT FARFETCH; RACHEL COMEY MARNIER SANDALS; K W HARVEST SUNGLASSES CANDY; 

HIPSTER LIBRARIAN: TOCCA TOP; RACHEL COMEY ALTOY SKIRT; ZARA FLATFORMS; KAREN WALKER HARVEST SUNGLASSES IN TORTOISE

THUNDER IN OUR HEARTS TOTE BY FIELDGUIDED